Susan Pogorzelski

I’m pissed. I don’t know if I’m pissed at my situation or pissed at God or pissed at myself. I don’t know if this is temporary or just a cycle or if this is something more permanent. I’m here writing this at two in the morning while my beautiful dog sleeps soundly at my feet, and still I don’t know if anything will come of getting all of these emotions out, if I’ll write my way back to hope by the end like I always used to. Even the one thing that used to be my catharsis seem

It's been a while since I've posted my thoughts in this sacred space. So I’m going to get real and raw here... Again. For the past two years I’ve been going through a lot of inner transformations—a ton of emotional healing and work around self-love. I’ve been re-awakening to who I am on an intimate level, remembering my value and my worth as I healed grief, survivor’s guilt, trauma, and loss--not to mention my physical body and all it has been through from the hell of Lyme di